When DREAMS come true

 

So the journey so far is no less than a roller coaster ride. When you sit in the front seat of the roller coaster and the way you feel, those tiny butterflies in your stomach leave you nowhere, and then the ride starts and you just close your eyes and the thrill you feel while riding and in no time you complete your ride and you are in shock that you just did it and you didn’t even realize. Yes, exactly that feeling with those emotions, I felt. Coming to the USA has not always been my dream, it has developed over time when I saw people going abroad and living their beautiful life. I craved it as I am a person who is career-oriented and dream-driven. I never imagined going abroad even in my dreams, I always dreamt of having the best career in India but when I started dreaming about it,  it just seemed impossible as I didn’t have that financial capacity or not any other sources to afford even roaming around in my country itself.

 When I dreamt of going abroad then why choose any other country, USA is the world’s biggest economy, so why not choose that, right? But, the USA seriously? It is the toughest challenge itself just by imagining going there (not talking about the privileged people). As I already knew that it will be tough for me I decided to choose Canada but as I said it was not easy for me as I was stuck everywhere in my life. I tried many times and every time I failed. In between I changed my plans so many times and decided to stay in India only but, you know every time I decided to stay in the country and something used to happen which leads me to again dream about abroad. Maybe it has always been in my destiny or not who knows!

I am a girl who always wants to do everything by herself don’t wanna be dependent on someone or I can't even ask for any sort of help and going abroad is a major task for me without being dependent on someone. So finally, after so many ups and downs, I decided to go to the UK as it was a bit easy for me and everything had started falling in the right place. I got admission to one of the universities and I was just a step behind and just the payment was left. And then out of nowhere, this man came into my life again who happened to live in the United States, yes exactly my dream country. I got married within a week, can you even imagine? It just happened in a snap. Still, I was wondering as I was still in India and going to the USA was still a dream and yet left to come true, then after the wedding, my visa date came closer, I was supposed to have my visa interview in September, and leave India by the end of this year but it happened in August and the first try I have got my Visa and finally, my husband booked the tickets of 1 st September and that’s it. Still, I kept myself calm as I wondered how things are this easy with me! It’s just not possible, days passed in these thoughts, the day was coming closer, and finally, the day came, I should have felt emotional as I was leaving my whole 26 years of life back in India but I was not emotional, my excitement was too high to come down to the USA but I was not excited either. It was just happening.

And it happened. Finally, I reached the USA, and the dream has been fulfilled but I was not feeling anything. I kept wondering this has always been my dream to come here and when I am here I am blank, yes, I am grateful for the things which have happened to me and keep happening to me, there’s no doubt in that. I am still figuring out how one should feel and what are the feelings when dreams come true. And maybe this is the way I guess, I mean the marriage and the career these are two most important things in anyone’s life and I have got everything in just a snap and too this easily and this is the only way to feel things. Maybe this is the feeling when dreams come true. You just feel sublet. Everything major in life has been solved and life has become so smooth, maybe this is the feeling when you get things for which you have always craved.

From this journey, one thing I have noticed is that I had this keen desire to come here and the career thing and it has happened, though it took the time it did happen. I lost hope to have anything in my life whether it was marriage, coming down to the USA, or setting up my career, but eventually, I got the way the law of attraction works, maybe this is the way when your karma pays you back, maybe these all are the blessings, and maybe these are the things that will keep motivating you to do good or be a good human being. Yes, there will be ups and downs as life is not fun if we just get good things in life, to value those good things, feel that happiness, to have those emotions life has to have its potholes as well. So the journey has been so good so far, hope to have that ahead in life. Keep nourishing your relations, cherishing your victories and failures, and keep moving forward with good hopes in your heart. May everyone gets whatever they wish for their life.